O God it Hurts

Honestly I don't feel ok. And my day isn't going good. I really, really don't understand. I thought for sure I was hearing You this time. Like the words of a song:

  Calloused and bruised, dazed and confused,

My Spirit is left wanting something more

  Than my selfish hopes, and my selfish dreams

I’m lying with my face down to the floor

I’m crying out for more - I’m crying out for more

Give me Words to speak -- Don’t let my Spirit sleep

Cause I can’t think of anything worth saying,

but I know that I owe You my life

So give me Words to speak -- Don’t let my Spirit sleep

  Every night, every day,   I find that I have nothing left to say 

  So I stand here in silence awaiting Your guidance, 

I’m wanting only Your voice to be heard,

Let them be Your Words - let them be Your Words

Give me Words to speak -- Don’t let my Spirit sleep

Cause I can’t think of anything worth saying,

but I know that I owe You my life

So give me Words to speak -- Don’t let my Spirit sleep

I just don’t understand this life that I’ve been living 

I just don’t understand -- I just don’t understand 

I just don’t understand these lies I’ve been believing 

I just don’t understand -- I just don’t understand.